The white rabbit !!!

it was 2001....end of august....i wake up one morning....both terrified and puzzled....i had a dream ( a nightmare to be exact ).....in my dream i am standing at lush green field....facing a lake....and over the other side of the river there are buildings....and there stands a twin tower....as i stand there watching the skies....i see a dark greyish jet flying towards one of the tower....n i start screaming...." OH NO OH NO....its going to crash....Oh GOd no !!!....and it does... ! it crashes into the building....n as i stand there numb with fear n shock......i see another plane flying the same way n crashing into the towers again.....i coudnt believe my eyes.....n someone is standing beside me.....n i said to him...." this doesnt look like an accident.....its done on purpose"....then as the plane crashed....lots of debris and sharp objects comes flying towards me.....and i squat down in fear.....once the explosions subsides.....i open my eyes n i see a white rabbit on the field where i am standing.....i run to it n see that its hurt....lots of little thorn like stuff poking all over its body....and the rabbit is hurt badly....so i pick it up gently and carefully remove every thorn sticking to it....saying " we have to remove it one by one slowly..." once i am done....i put the rabbit down....and it hops off happily...

and i stand there.....proud that i managed to safe the little white rabbit.....

i wake up....i sit on my bed thinking..." what the hell was that all about" !! ....i tell my hubby bout my dream....then i call my cousin Sithra....n tell her " beware !....our petronas twin tower might be bombed"...i also call my friend Pavithra to tell her the same ....thats because i so often get dreams that actually comes true ....but we just laughed bout this dream n forgot about it till....

after 2 weeks passed.....my mom came down to KL....to stay with me over the weekend....and we were all having dinner at my house.....when my hubby gets a sms frm a friend asking to watch CNN.....he goes and swtiches on the tv....while i am chatting away with my mom....and suddenly my hubby says..." OH my god ....come watch this !! "

I get up n walk to the Tv and when i saw what was on the screen....i shivered !!!! not so much for what was happening there.....but for it was Deja vu.....i had seen the EXACT pic just 2 weeks before.....i still cant get over this ( till now)....a hundred times i asked myself "what was the connection.....how did the vibrations get to me?"....when at that time i wasnt even aware of Al qaeda....Osama.....terrorist or whatsoever...i din even realise the twin tower of US was located in such a place surrounded by water.....

That was the first time i started completely believing that the entire world (or universe to be precise)...is interconnected....the vibrations passes through every living being or thing of the world...n our mind is a SUPER POWER that can transmit such vibes frm anywhere to everywhere within seconds...

Well i am used to dreaming of things bout what was going to happen to family n friends....but 9/11 was too much to take...till today i cant watch the video of the attack nor can i watch the movie 9/11....i still shiver when i see it....

its so amazing.....the vibrations !!!!

Oh and about the white rabbit ..?....this is what i understand.....after this attack the implications are going to be bad....but if its handled patiently with care n love....eventually there will be peace...so the white rabbit is the symbol of our world....hmmm good to kno it is safe in the end though :)

Just How MUCH do we take for granted !

Have been lingering around IJN ( National Heart Institute, Jalan Tun Razak, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia) quite often these pass few months...as both my in laws were admitted for heart disorders...and while i am there....i see infants as young as new born being taken in for treatments ......and i cant help looking at the helpless parents faces.....how shattered they look and yet walking along with nothing but HOPE that the child survives....the parents would have dreamt , longed and anticipated their bundle of joy to arrive just like any other parents...not knowing whats coming their way....so how do they handle it...? i guess the human mind adapts anything that comes their way naturally and begins to live with it....

Anyway....as i watch these parents and their fragile babies .... i cant help THANKING GOD for ALL the goodness i have....if at all i missed saying thanks at any point of my life....i have Sinned !!....Life has been too good to me....and all i can do as appreciation is to give LIFE back something that's within my reach and capabilities....

To those who share my feelings.....dont wait to do the BIG things ....start small....now matter how small....just keep doing anything u can.....it makes a difference....

The Continuum Fingerboard

"people should serve people" .......says A R Rahman when asked about his view of politics....in last nites interview showed on CNN, TalkASia by Anjali Rao. How true that one line he uttered....let it be politicians , doctors, clerks or whatever....the basic intention is to serve ....isnt it....if everyone feels this way.....how would the world be....i wonder....

Anyway...." It is boring if theres no music" he says....when asked about his holidays....he says even during the break he needs music. Are u surprised ?....

Then he takes Anjali to his music studio built in his humble looking house...and demonstrates an instant music making session....just sits at his keyboard ...closes his eyes n simply plays.....a NEW TUNE fills the room....and it sounds so awesome.....Anjali looked astonished and asked him ..." Did u just make that up??"....he nods humbly....like it was as easy as skipping is to the rest of us...! Anjali had no words....her eyes would have popped out....i mean....God must have mistakenly put a Magical Harp in his head instead of the lump of brains most of us got....

Then he shows this latest instrument used in his music called....Fingerboard.....it looked simply like a long rectangle box with flat red surface on the top...no strings...nothing....just attached to the sound system....and he rubs his fingers on it.....MY GOD ...! the sound was so divine...he said it can even be used to play indian classical music.....those of you who loves music....do browse the net on " THE CONTINUUM FINGERBOARD".....its amazing....

His two Oscars were on a table in the living room.....amongst loads of other awards everywhere in the house....and he says..." I have lost some of it...in the process of moving house"....haha...it was like us saying....i misplaced one of my books .....that easy ...simple...no big deal....haha...

N about the oscars ...he says " Well it made the people so very happy....the fans and everyone around the world ...so i thought ...why not take it " Hahaha....what is this man made of.....its TWO OSCAR AWARDS in one night....n he is not at all shaken by pride ....still so humble....! A true human indeed....may god bless him and his family...may he bring joy to everyone in the world with his healing music....

Monkeys & Puppies

Recently i went on a family trip to Pangkor Island ( a small Island in the State of Perak, Malaysia) and as we were going on round the island tour , our van passed through a road going steeply uphill with very sharp bends....so the van slowed down at one point...and as i looked out of the window....i spotted a few monkeys playing with their new friend....a PUPPY !!! I was amazed at how much in harmony they seemed to be....do they even know they are of different species...i wonder....ohh how i wish i snapped a photo ....but the van moved away as i was still amazed....the much bigger sized monkeys could have easily killed the poor little puppy....but they didnt ! They in fact took a break from their game n paused to look at us ( the true monkeys) passing by in the van.....

i wonder....would they have been thinkin..

"look ! there goes a bunch of human beings ( so called ) who cant stop fighting among themselves....they call themselves civilized ...and they are yet to find the connections ....."

SHANTARAM

Ive been reading Shantaram....WOW what a book...am just at Part II....and its already so interesting....we have been accustomed to listening to wise and noble words from the dignified human beings...so having a guy who has been sentenced to 20 years of prison talk about vibrations and law of attraction is indeed refreshing....

This Australian guy....a "Criminal"....escapes frm the prison and runs....to find his soul.....guess where....?.....INDIA of course....!!!

I always use to think i maybe biased when it comes to India....since i am an Indian....i find this country so AMAZINGLY MYSTERIOUS....but now while reading this book...hearing it from an Australian who had stepped into India for the first time .....proves that what connected me to this country is not the RACE issue.....its just the NATURE of this mystical land.....magnetically drawing all souls into it.....

my best moments....

Reading and dancing has been my passion for the same reason...both shuts the elusive "LIFE" away while letting the moments of it take control...for its IMPOSSIBLE to worry over the ugly pimples while you are dancing nor is it possible to think about what your hairstyle should be while you are indulged in reading. SO it makes you stay in the moment of it...just HAPPINESS!

This happens coz the human mind is amazingly designed to be able to HOLD just one thought at a time....OHHh....what a GIFT !!....but then again ..do we make use of it...?

connected in moments....

well....yes why not ?.....i am no celebrity ...even my neighbour doesn't know my name....even so, the idea of being connected to the world without any obligations or restrictions attracted me into this world of blogging....just for the sake of sharing some moments of life....so here i am .....again....drifted by the powerful current of thoughts that rushed into my head this very moment.....

will stay in the flow....